Lisa,

No biggie if you dont believe in Ghosts and such. Everyone has a right to thier opinion and there are no right or wrong answers.

Solamente el fuertes sobreviven - Only the Strong Survive!

Interesting.

27,289 people in the U.S. with the first name Keri

54,578 people in the U.S. with the last name Sweeney.

BUT only 5 Keri Sweeney in the whole USA.

Solamente el fuertes sobreviven - Only the Strong Survive!

I have suffered for many many years with abandonment and rejection issues. This has stemmed from me being given up for adoption when I was born. I spent 5 1/2 months in the foster care system and went through 9 different foster homes until I was given to my parents when I was 5 months old. I have had alot of problems with attachments with people. Growing up I never had anymore friends then one. I was your typical Loner child. I never got into trouble cause I was afraid to. I didnt know I was adopted until my parents told me when I was 19. I read a book and it explained to me what I was going through. I could never understand why when I was a child I would cry the first week of school cause my fear of when I got home my parents wouldnt be there again.

Now my abandonment and rejection problems is rising again. My partner that I have been good friends with for nearly two years has left for a better job. Dont get me wrong Im very very happy that he has a better job but I am deeply sad that I will never see him again. He says he will call me or I will run into him. But I know that will not happen. I couldnt eat yesterday cause I knew he was leaving. Yesterday was his last shift. And all I could do is sit there and cry. That is what I am doing now.  Guess its my fault for getting attached. This is just very emotionally painful for me. I no longer have any friends beyond the computer. The only one true friend that I have done EVERYTHING with is gone now. This just hurts too much. 

Solamente el fuertes sobreviven - Only the Strong Survive!

Solamente el fuertes sobreviven - Only the Strong Survive!

Thanks.

I dont think I will be friends with anyone anymore. It just hurts too much. I have lost every friend that I have had and this is just another one. He says he will be there but I highly doubt that. Everyone I have loved or cared about has left me permantly. It will happen again and its already started by him not being my partner anymore. Pretty soon he will forget about me like always.

Solamente el fuertes sobreviven - Only the Strong Survive!

Solamente el fuertes sobreviven - Only the Strong Survive!

I havent talked to anyone about my depression.

This has nothing to do with my illness. I have always had issues like this. That is why I never had any friends growing up. Still dont. I have people I talk to but I dont have any more close relationships like I had with Steve. I guess I will be fine soon. Dont know really. It will take time for this to pass like always. Then I will be back to being myself just less one friend. My only friend. We been together more then not over the past two years and done more together. This is just very difficult.

Solamente el fuertes sobreviven - Only the Strong Survive!

Yes I know that your all there but computer world and real world are different. I dont want to offend anyone but to me its different. There has been a small few that I have met which was nice. I think for me having computer friends are safer. If they leave then it doesnt hurt.

I used to be under the care of a councelor and phycologist cause of my depression. Might have to go back. Dont know anymore.

Solamente el fuertes sobreviven - Only the Strong Survive!

Thats funny.

I have a picture of a H2 that rearended a school bus. Nothing left of the H2.

Solamente el fuertes sobreviven - Only the Strong Survive!

rhohar1975 Thanks for the kind words. Its just been very difficult.

Solamente el fuertes sobreviven - Only the Strong Survive!

Here is a website I found....

http://pedclerk.bsd.uchicago.edu/devdelay.htm ...

Check ask.com and put in Global Develepmental Delay

Solamente el fuertes sobreviven - Only the Strong Survive!

Solamente el fuertes sobreviven - Only the Strong Survive!

fine. Im sorry I have emotional difficulties. Sorry I even mentioned anything.

Yes I know there were a few people who showed BUT you people dont understand me.

Nevermind. Subject is dropped

Solamente el fuertes sobreviven - Only the Strong Survive!

Solamente el fuertes sobreviven - Only the Strong Survive!

The Titanic Exibit is coming to the valley once again. I took my son to this a few years ago and it was totally amazing!!! They have the whole place layed out exactly like the Titanic was and they have alot of items recovered from the ship.

You just have to see it. I was totally blown away.

Check out azscience.org for ticket information and times.

Saturday is the first day! Im going again and taking my kids. Great learning experience for everyone.

Solamente el fuertes sobreviven - Only the Strong Survive!