Hi all.

Yesterday I spoke with my Dr again about the result of my blood work. Said my neutrophils were very low and it worried him. Neurophils are the workhorse of the white blood cells. And when they are low cancer patients can get infections very easily. So that is why I broke out in a rash from one of my meds. So I went down today and they gave me a shot to bring the neutophil levels up. Also gave me some saline again and Zantac liquid form for the rash. Didnt know that helped rashes. But it has. So I am happy that the rash will be gone soon.

Solamente el fuertes sobreviven - Only the Strong Survive!

I want to see the new pirates movie but I also want to see Delta Farse. Looks funny. Has Larry the Cable guy in it and also Bill Engval.

Solamente el fuertes sobreviven - Only the Strong Survive!

Solamente el fuertes sobreviven - Only the Strong Survive!

I think its good to surround yourself with friends and its ok for him to be your friend but if something else comes of it then thats cool. Dont jump into another relationship. You need to think about your girls! They are more important then a guy believe it or not. Having a guy is just the icing on the top.

Solamente el fuertes sobreviven - Only the Strong Survive!

I went to the Dr again today to get another shot. I found out what the shot does. It stimulates nutraphils which are the stormtroopers of your white blood cells. Going thru chemo decreases these nurtaphils and the Dr can give a shot to stimulate growth. Thats what got. Well one nasty side affect is it causes bone pain. White blood cells come from your bone marrow. So now here I am in pain and very uncomfortable. Its like my lower back near my tailbone and across my hips the muscles are spasming. Have abit of pain in my sternum, upper arms, a couple of ribs  and my collarbones.

I ask the Dr to give me something for it and he gave me Atavan which is a muscle relaxer. Slept some this evening but last night I didnt sleep at all hardly. And the night before my mind wouldnt shut down so I tossed and turned all night then too. So Im very tired.

Gonna go to sleep. I hope

Solamente el fuertes sobreviven - Only the Strong Survive!

GOOD FOR YOU!!!!

Feel better now dont you? I think it was good that he called you cause you had alot to get off your chest. You said the right words. If he could love you enough to stay then friendship probably isnt the best. At least not now. And why should he be concerned if you have a BF or not. None his business. He left. So when you are ready for a real relationship you will be ready! Just dont jump into another relationship right now. Its just you and your girls.

Keep us updated on how you are doing!

HUGS!

Solamente el fuertes sobreviven - Only the Strong Survive!

No. We dont have any.

Dont plan on going out of the country.

Solamente el fuertes sobreviven - Only the Strong Survive!

Solamente el fuertes sobreviven - Only the Strong Survive!

I went down today and got my head shaved! I got sick and tired of my hair coming out in clumps! Wild to have that short of hair! Never ever been like that before!

Solamente el fuertes sobreviven - Only the Strong Survive!

Thanks all.

Its abit different. Cant wait till my kids get home!!!!

Solamente el fuertes sobreviven - Only the Strong Survive!

Thats true about the heat. I will be outside alot cause of my job so it should be helpful. At least I wont have to worry about brushing out the tangles!!! HA!

Kids were thrown for a loop when they came home! All they could do is stare. Caitllynn said Mom you got your hair cut! LOL.

Solamente el fuertes sobreviven - Only the Strong Survive!

Solamente el fuertes sobreviven - Only the Strong Survive!

Well its either coming out in shoulder length clumps or half inch bits. Kinda remind myself of Demi Moore in GI Jane! LOL.

Wasnt any big deal. I told the hair stylist that I have cancer and its coming out so shave it off. So she said ok. We talked about me not having any symptoms other then being tired. And as a parent of two kids  and a fulltime job when are we NOT tired?

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You need to be careful of a new form of bullying. Its called Cyber bullying.  Ya its gone from the schoolyard to our living rooms now.

I would tell her to block this girls email and to ignore it. Basically its someone who is having an attitude issue. But I would keep an eye on it. Explain to your daughter that this girls behavior is not appropriate and isnt really a friend if she acts like that.

Solamente el fuertes sobreviven - Only the Strong Survive!

Now that she has gotten two different emails I would contact the school and also think about contacting your ISP provider and let them know about this. I am not sure what they can do but its concidered harrassment. You all dont need to put up with this garbage. Definately go to the school about this. Print out the emails including the headers showing where the emails originated from.

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