Strange......
Category: Pregnancy
Posted: Jun 28, 2007 02:39 pm
(posted by: butterflyswings)
Before I got pregnant, I had always wanted a baby. And my husband wasnt to sure. But now that we are actually going to be parents in a few months, it kind of scares me; which I know is natural. But its hard for me to get over the feeling of the baby not going to be thee inside of me in a few months. Just the feeling of having Brooke in there is kinda of cool, her movements (boy is she a mover) and when I read or sing her, how it seems like she cuddles up and goes to sleep, its just an amazing feeling! But I do know that when she does come it will be just as good or even better. I'll be able to hold her, and kiss her, and just protect her in a different way.
My sister in law just had a baby, and it was the first time I had seen a baby born in person. That was back in March, and I was.....just over 4 months. It just amazed me what women can do. But I saw how scared she was to do anything with the baby, and I dont want to be like that. But I hope that Brooke will be a easy baby. Ive seen some babies that are just hard to deal with. No matter what I know I'll love her.
My husband is kind of funny, because he has never done much with babies or kids. We have many nephews and a few neices, but hes never delt with them. So he's kind of learning about this whole pregnancy thing. Sometimes when Im not feeling good, he comes home and does things I would normally do. But sometimes he just gets so mad at me because he dosnt understand why I didnt do anything, but he knows that it might be hard. Hes veen very good though this so far. He'll be a good Daddy when she does come.
I think I'm at the point where Im tired of waiting for Brooke to be here. I never knew how much someone can be in love with a child before you even see them. Its really amazing.
