Sometimes I feel like hubby and I are more like roomates than married

 

This is only because we don't get to see each other but a hour a day during the week and he is gona half the day on sat for football practice.. 

One more thing.....  MY MOM DRIVES ME NUTS..  LOL  She's got a few screws loose or something..  She has been divorced 4 times and she jsut can't seem to find a man thats worth a damn..  So she calls and whines to me and Ofcourse I tell her EXACTLY what i think and then she sticks up for them...  (I know you can't judge lonelyness) but,  I would rather be lonely then be treated like crap by someone that is supposed to love me...

Well, ,SOME men are beautiful, but I disagree that women NEED them. I am reminded of some graffiti I saw once in a women's bathroom: :"A woman without a man is like a fish without a bicycle."  A thoughtful, kind, loving man is value added in a woman's life, but a selfish, thoughtless man is like a hole in the head. Who needs that? I know plenty of happy single women ( and men) who would rather be alone than be treated shabbily.   Men must be taught by their mothers  how to treat women. Show me a thoughtless man, and I'll show you his misguided mother.

My confession: My father is a thoughtless man who was treated like a king by his mother. He could do no wrong in her eyes. Three marriages later, he still believes he has never done anything wrong. As mothers of future men, we have the responsibility to raise them to love and respect us first and other women later. their wives will thank us someday.

i took a looooonnnnnggggggggg shower did the micro delivery peel for my face, empowerMint body scrub, shaved my legs, used my jasmine body wash then when i got out used my jasmine lotion all that while simon was taking a nap. i didnt care if he woke up he can entertian himself in his crib and hasnt made it out of it yet. i needed a treat after being sick and not getting much sleep last nite (first simon crying for no reason he just wanted someone near him and if you moved he would start crying again and then the cat kept hogging my side of the bed and wakin me up) it was my little escape hehe and amazingly i didnt run out of hot water.

I sometimes sneak caffeinated beverages even though I am pregnant.

I would rather be alone than with anyone or talking to anyone - most of the time if I am at home alone and the phone rings or the doorbell rings I just pretend that I am not home.

I read trashy romance novels!

Most of the time I don't really trust my mom to take care of my daughter but I'll never tell her that.

 

I read all the True Romance True Story etc.. mags out there lol   They are short  often have some great short storys , and I can read quickly lol  When I get a really great book I just stop reading till its done  and nuthin gets done lol ...

I had an amazing time in NYC! I was glad to come home and be with my kids.... but I didn't miss them as much as I thought I would.

Isnt it funny on how u think ur really going to miss your kids? But when it comes down to it. It just feels good to get away for a bit with out them. I miss Joyce when she goes to her nana and papa but I need some time to my self and to relax. That probally sounds bad huh? I just get so stressed out any more that I need that time to my self.

Ok, I think I need help here. I have been feeling upset at dh for quiet a while and I don't know why. I don't even want to talk to him unless I have too. I don't want him to touch me but then at times I do. I see him and feel mad. I think this has been going on for awhile now. He didn't do anything bad. The only thing that I concider bad was Valentine's Day, but I got to get over that. Im still confused on why I am feeling like this. I need to talk to him about it but don't even feel like it

I'm a terrible procrastinator. I had Friday through Monday to accomplish some work that is due in about 2 hours. I played like there was no tomorrow. I went out of town this weekend, took my work, but never looked at it. Now I had to wake up extra early this morning to complete it.  I don't know how I get away with this. Luckly, I work best under pressure and a deadline. It always gets done, but I nearly have a heart attack doing it.

Ryan and i didnt do anything valentines day, but on friday he showed up with a dozen long stem red roses, and we were supposed to go to dinner and a movie.  But Autumn got a fever that night, and ryan didnt even get to my house till 8pm, and i had been up since 5:30.  So he decided that we would just go out to dinner, and i was pissed.  I wasnt hungary and i told him i didnt want to go out to eat, and i just acted like a bitch.  So we ended up just going to circuit city, his grandmas, and shop and save. And even though i was such a bitch he still made me steak for dinner when we got home. 

I dont think i give him enough credit, and i think i am a bitch to him way to often. 

I am also a really bad procrastinator.  And I also have the problem that I love to read, and when I start a really good book, it's hard for me to put it down and get anything done.  I feel really bad sometimes, and I feel like I should be getting a lot more accomplished during the day than what I actually do.  And then it makes me feel like a bad mom and a bad wife.  But it gets really hard for me to stay motivated with things.  I have a severe lack of self-discipline, and it shows up in a lot of areas.  I know that I also have struggles with some depression and anxiety, which make things more difficult.  Sometimes I feel like my dh and my kids deserve a better wife/mother that what I am.

Wow, this is sounding really bad and depressing!  Ok, I'm good now.   Not that I feel like scrubbing the entire house, but I think I'm doing an ok job.

"I will praise you, O Lord, among the nations; I will sing of you among the peoples.  For great is your love, reaching to the heavens; your faithfulness reaches to the skies.  Be exalted, O God, above the heavens; let your glory be over all the earth." -Psalm 57:9-11. 

 

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Here's a big reality check for me.......whole family has been bitten by the stomach bug flu and have been sick since Thursday. Hubby stayed home from work yesterday and I had to go pick up my 9 year old from school today.......AND we are closing in a week on our new house and I have bearly started packing. Oh my.......we have lived here 14 years and that is 14 years of crap that needs to be sorted out.  I hate putting things off until the last minute but just haven't felt good enough to pack. Sigh.

While Kayleigh naps, I should be doing something productive, but I bought Guitar hero III for my DH for V-day, and I play it all the time... I feel bad, but i'm getting good. I'm 26 and still play video games. Ugh!

That's ok Lissa....we have a Nintendo Wii and I purposely don't play it very often (usually just with the kids) because I know that it would be one more way for me to waste large amounts of time, which is the last thing I need right now.   I am doing pretty well on my own with that one.

Ok, how sad is this....dh and ds were both sick with the flu starting las Tuesday.  Timothy was pretty well good to go (other than a cough) by Thursday afternoon, but Randy kept trying to do things like snowblowing the driveway and stuff like that, and he really wasn't doing overly well until yesterday.  So that was a week of taking care of everyone and everything.  And Emma had no school on Friday and yesterday, so everyone was here all day for 4 days.  We were supposed to be going out of town, but that didn't work out.  Anyway, here's the sad part.....by Saturday, I was almost wishing that I was sick, just to be able to have an excuse to rest and relax a little bit.  Except that I knew that even if I did get sick, it wouldn't mean the same kind of laying on the couch all day watching tv and being waited on that dh had.  If he gets sick, I am here to take care of everyone and everything.  But if I get sick, he is still working and I still get to take care of everyone and everything.  *sigh*  It's just all part of being a mom.  And really, I am glad that I wasn't sick....but I could use a little break nonetheless.

"I will praise you, O Lord, among the nations; I will sing of you among the peoples.  For great is your love, reaching to the heavens; your faithfulness reaches to the skies.  Be exalted, O God, above the heavens; let your glory be over all the earth." -Psalm 57:9-11. 

 

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